Is Your Business Feeling Too Small for Who You Are Becoming?
- Evelyne Toromanian (La plume pigmentée)

- 7 days ago
- 5 min read
Last March, I felt that my business was too small for who I was becoming. Everything looked perfect on paper, yet something felt dead from the inside. I knew deeply that it wasn’t what I was meant to create and maybe you can relate to this feeling right now in your business. I also felt a deep calling to express new things in my business, but at that stage, I didn’t know what. It was the unknown. I sat with this question:
Do I want to persist in powerful artist transmission or completely reset my business from scratch?
This led me to dive deep into a new transformational creative process where I felt the desire to do a new transmission on sexuality and beyond. I had been very focused on business for the last five years, and so many things wanted to flow through me in my art and my business.
So, I entered into a seven-day online self-led retreat at home to realign my business to its true frequency. Just before entering into a meditation, I started to write these words about my business:
I want to create an Orgasmic Business.
This is how the journey began, with a clear intention energetically super charge ! This turn me on !

It wasn’t really about the meditation; it was all about the radical decision to change. I could have done the exact same thing—entered this meditation without passion, without truly desiring the change—and nothing would have moved. It is all about the passion and the intensity of your desire for things to shift in your art, business, and sexuality. Doing this from this space of power leads you to exactly what you desire to create.
This is what we are exploring in The Artist is Present Lab: diving so deep into the passion, the desire, and your rooted expression from your womb of creation that your creation becomes inevitable, because deep down, like a pregnant woman, you KNOW you will birth it!
What Does it Mean for Me to Create and Lead an Orgasmic Business (at that time, as this can also evolve through your expansion):
I desire my business to be vibrant & fully alive.
I will lead and create something new and different that doesn’t exist yet—something created from who I am, where I can express all my talents and the wholeness of my passions.
I will generate multi-six figures and multi-revenue streams with my art and my premium creative services, “quickly” and in true pleasure, not from hustle.
I will evolve with artists and creative entrepreneurs operating from a higher level of consciousness with whom I feel most at home, with no feeling of my energy being drained or being overwhelmed, but a feeling of being energized and elevated.
I will have a deeply relaxed nervous system, like going to the spa or being on holiday.
I will facilitate radical and extraordinary transformation in my clients’ lives, such that the greatest compliment they address me is: “Oh my God, you are not going to believe what just happened!”
I will create a business that allows me to live in the present moment and follow my deepest desires, what is alive in the now and in my life force energy—allowing me to be fully intuitive, authentic, and spontaneous, like when I am entering into a creative process.

Then I realized that for my business to be Orgasmic, I need to let go of what isn’t Orgasmic. The old and the new cannot co-exist. So I entered into a death and rebirth process within myself first, and then in my business—because this is definitely not the same person who is creating her Orgasmic Business. Business rebirthing leads to a true and deep identity shift. Expanding in your business happen to be a RITUAL OF PASSAGE - Your birth right.
This is exactly what I have done since March, and what I will lead you through in The Artist is Present Lab.
Doing a retrospective of these nine months, I have attracted so much from this simple quantum meditation with my business:
Creating the Orgasmic Living Intensive, where I journey with people who desire to create an Orgasmic Living in their life, relationships, sexuality, business, and art.
I had a download and created The Artist is Present Lab from a new place of empowerment and presence.
I manifested my new business mentor and a high-level consciousness collective with whom I feel so at home.
My expression in my business shifted through Orgasmic Marketing, where I truly express what I feel inside without having to lower my frequency to connect with my people.
I shifted my business from French to English.
I am now attracting my people—the ones who feel me, who I am, and what I am offering—and who are choosing me as their mentor to dive deep—not here for the surface level transformation but for real transformation.
And I am just at the beginning of something huge with you.
I am not limiting myself in my business anymore. I am no longer compartmentalizing myself nor censoring what I truly desire to express—I express it. Being connected to my life force energy means sometimes I share a Light Language transmission, or channel a meditation on judgment, or address a unique transmission on relationship, or on how to birth our most creative vision.
My business feels like a vessel where I express all of me around my four pillars: Art, Sexuality, Business, and Energetics—This framework will lead you to express your true self and live life to its fullest possibilities.
I spent a decade trying to know how I could create a business. The traditional way felt so unaligned and so limited for my multidimensional nature. When you accept your true nature, things start to align into your true destiny.
You were not born to create a “normative” business. You are “beyond the norm,” and so your business should be. You are meant to create an Orgasmic Business—which feels good, where you can express all of you and be paid for it, and where this is the most expansive for you and not a place where you feel you need to fit to blossom.
No more fitting, more blossoming: this will lead you to true pleasure, connexion and financial wealth!
This is the time to be Orgasmic in your business, to get wild, raw, authentic, and to be unapologetically all of you.
The time is now.
If you feel the calling, let’s have a conversation next week to embark into this life time journey. This is more than business.
This is who you are becoming.
This is the master piece : YOU ARE THE MASTER PIECE
Evelyne
🚀 2 Ways to Create Your Orgasmic Business
If this message resonate with you, here 2 ways to dive deeper togheter :
The Orgasmic Creation Cycle (1:1 Mentoring): To embark into this lifetime journey of radical change and multi-six figure expansion from a place of deep, embodied pleasure and power, let’s have a conversation next week.
The Artist is Present Lab : Join the micro-collective to anchor the passion and sovereign decision into your daily creative flow and expression in your art & business.




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